Crying under the rain

Posted 2010/03/14 21:34, 分类: Mac'10
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  1. # johnson 2010/03/15 00:46 Delete Reply

    hmm...i like this...

  2. # tata_mama_888@hotmail.com 2010/03/15 09:40 Delete Reply

    Thank for liking. =)

    Unfortunately, we have no like button here to click. haha

  3. # snakespider 2010/03/15 19:39 Delete Reply

    Y recently ur post so sad de ?

    1. Re: # 橘色的鱼儿 2010/03/16 00:19 Delete

      Hmmm. Coz I've been troubling by some issues.

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I miss you unconsciously

Posted 2010/03/13 12:28, 分类: Mac'10
I had a dream about you last two night. This made me even more confused about my feeling of you. Consciously, I hate you, angry with you. Yet, I might miss you unconsciously.  You were in my  dream. We hugged and kissed like we used to do. It was so real in the dream, as if you were really there with me. Tell me, please. Who am I to you now? I've been trying so hard not to think, or even mention about you. It happened to be so many times, I had this thought of packing your stuff. Everything you gave me in this room makes me suffocated. Perhaps I'm used have your belongings with me because I couldn't imagine how to live with a room without the things that belongs to us. Once again, I dreamed of you. This is the second times in this week. Where am I supposed to look for you? Now, I realized that the connection between you and me is getting lesser. It is so not possible to not having you in my life. Everything I do, I see, I feel, or even I think, it has got something to do with you. I wonder if there is any drugs for me to forget about you, the pain you gave to me. The more I hesitate the feeling, the more I getting hurt. Talking to teddy is not what i really mean to do. When I talk to teddy, i talk as if i were talking to you. You were not here anymore when I need you the most. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! My heart is bleeding, can you feel me? I don't care what they said how irresponsible are you. But please prove that i'm right. Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? I was like a widow. I still remembered the time whereby I was like an insane lady, looking for you everywhere.Do you understand how it feels? I called your mom, your colleagues and even text you brother. I couldn't reach you. I was so worried and fearful. Why you leave me in lots of worries and fears? There are many words I try to hold within myself as I know that it would goes to an end if i do say out. It is so hard to pretend myself to be strong and to smile at everyone while I'm really upset. It is a heartbreaking when people asking me about you. BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHERE ARE YOU. I feel so helpless. You had promised me that you will face those obstacles and difficulties with me, but right now... you are not here. I don't know how many more silly things I will do. Should I pack all your belongings and move on my life without you? My room will looks very empty, just like my heart. Please tell me what to do, anyone! I hate myself for being so vulnerable. I hate myself for letting the feelings out again. I thought we could live a life together, no matter it is happy or miserable. It's about both of us, two of us, isn't it? Please... If there is any drugs that could relieve my pains, I might consider to take it, no matter what and how it would costs. I am no longer certain about your return as I do not know how to face you anymore. I try to think of it before, yet I couldn't. You have no idea how helpless I am. I don't want to call you insanely and you are not picking up the calls or switch off the phone. I don't want to text you and wait for a reply endlessly. I don't to... Don't ask me about my decision as I don't know either. Just let me live my life and keep on resisting the unpleasant feelings.



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SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AIN'T ENOUGH - Patty Smyth

Posted 2010/03/06 21:51, 分类: Mac'10


Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.
2010/03/06 21:51 2010/03/06 21:51
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  1. # 橘色的鱼儿 2010/03/06 21:56 Delete Reply

    Special thanks to Lee, I got to know and fall for this song.



    It's a meaningful song for me. Totally brought out what i felt to someone right now.




    Hmmmm. It gets me really down, way down so far... whenever i listen to this song. The contradiction in my mind was so strong.



    How nice if I could get someone to tell me the right way to move one.

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没那么简单

Posted 2010/03/01 00:33, 分类: Feb'10
爱情这回事儿,往往没有想像中没那么简单。。。


我就是被你遗忘的蒲公英,任风随意地吹动,毫无目的地飘泊着
风儿轻轻地带我走着,静静地。。。
它既没告诉目的地在哪里,也没告诉我何时才能停泊
也许,风也与我一样,迷失了。

漫漫长夜的等待,是你给我无尽的煎熬
一天又一天地过去了,心口的伤痕多得已经不觉得痛了
你让我等,不停地等,永无止尽地等
我想我已经歇斯底里地疯了

没有你的存在,我只能仰赖着你给我的回忆
来度过空白的每一天
没有你的消息,我只能痴痴地寻找你的踪迹
而非想念着的那张脸

当爱掺杂了怒与恨
当希望和失落产生了冲突
我们的路该如何走?
2010/03/01 00:33 2010/03/01 00:33
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  1. # Alex 2010/03/12 05:04 Delete Reply

    夜茫茫的夜晚,独自走在宁静的街道上,毫无目的地游荡着

    冷寒的风带来了寂寞的蒲公英,飞翔着....

    不知它来自何方,也不知它还要漂泊多久..

    也许它是来过去的你,所要给我的想念..和思念



    三年的等待,是你给我的煎熬

    一天不见,如隔三秋..三年不见,我隔了多少的秋?

    爱你的心..已经受了几百年的煎熬

    在这时刻的你,心和我一样吗?



    没了你的爱,我也只能在回忆中,继续爱你

    承诺过,爱你一辈子

    我实行我的承诺..可你的呢?



    别人眼里,我总是嘻嘻哈哈

    没任何烦恼..

    可晚晚因为想念而哭泣的时候

    谁会知晓?

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沒那麼簡單 - 黃小琥

Posted 2010/02/28 23:27, 分类: Feb'10



沒那麼簡單 就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍 誰謀殺了我的浪漫

*沒那麼簡單 就能去愛別的全不看
 變的實際 也許好也許壞各一半
 不愛孤單 一久也習慣 不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

 感覺快樂就忙東忙西 感覺累了就放空自己
 別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己做決定

 不想擁有太多情緒 一杯紅酒配電影
 在週末晚上關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

 相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
 過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜

 幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
 什麼都不懂的年紀 曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

repeat*

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜

幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經
想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶

2010/02/28 23:27 2010/02/28 23:27
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  1. # Alex 2010/03/12 04:48 Delete Reply

    非常喜欢这首歌^^

    沒那麼簡單,

    就能去愛別的全不看,

    不愛孤單 一久也習慣,

    相愛沒有那麼容易,

    每個人有他的脾氣,

    過了愛作夢的年紀,

    轟轟烈烈不如平靜,

    幸福沒有那麼容易,

    才會特別讓人著迷,

    什麼都不懂的年紀,

    曾經最掏心,

    所以最開心,

    曾經

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Laughter of the day - Ah Beng on his first date

Posted 2010/02/27 23:50, 分类: Feb'10

Ah Beng went on his first date with Ah Lian.

Ah Lian asked Ah Beng, “ Ah Beng, when we get engaged, will you give me a ring ?”

"Sure",  Ah Beng replied. But you must give me your phone number first if not how to call ?"


GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO
2010/02/27 23:50 2010/02/27 23:50
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你可知道吗?

Posted 2010/02/26 01:08, 分类: Feb'10
你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上


你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是,你們爭吵,你認為她脾氣不好,她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是,你們冷戰,你以為她沒有完全接受你,她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻,用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起,就要
互相包容,互相理解,互相體諒,互相信任,
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了!。。。。。。


希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過,不求回報

卻希望你們能夠讀懂,能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心

更不要讓她絕望和死心!
因為女人一旦真愛了,失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

这是我在Facebook里转载下来的。这篇文章能够与我产生共鸣,觉得蛮有意义的。

2010/02/26 01:08 2010/02/26 01:08
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Laughter of the day - Animal

Posted 2010/02/25 00:36, 分类: Feb'10

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思念 x 时间

Posted 2010/02/11 00:35, 分类: Feb'10
他和他很相似,他让我想起他,虽然我不认识他。这个他不知我在说他,那个他不懂我在想他。若是时间对的话,他会不会在他的岗位上?时间真是个有趣的玩意儿.

可否曾试过因为思念一个人而感觉他无所不在,处处都会想起 和他有关的事物。上餐厅吃东西时,想起和他一起点过的食物,一起吃东西的情景。去电影院看戏时,想起那温温的环抱,暖暖的大手。买日常用品时,想起他喜欢的牙刷牌子,爱吃的红苹果,结果买的都不是自己的日常用品了,变成是他的了。去血拚时,想起上一次他说过钱包要换了,而替他买了个新的钱包,却忘记自己需要一双新鞋子。甚至连上facebook遇见的人都竟然觉得像他!想念一个人,有时真的会令另一个人疯狂的。只要再到回一起去过的地方,他就彷如病菌那样毫无保留地侵占你的全部。
如果思念是一种病,那想必是末期癌症,如此的顽强,无药可救 。


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Missing you is like walking in the time tunnel...
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  1. # ice 2010/02/25 16:37 Delete Reply

    非常之赞成!哈哈!!别思念到所有的人都变成他的影子了咯!不要把我当成他就好了...

    1. Re: # 橘色的鱼儿 2010/02/25 22:57 Delete

      Dear...你是不一样的咯。哈哈!很明显你是女生。要想像都蛮难的。

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Laughter of the day - Under 18 Movie

Posted 2010/02/09 21:59, 分类: Feb'10
Ah Beng went to the movies with 18 of his friends.

The ticket officer asked Ah Beng, “How many tickets would you like to have ?
Ah Beng replied, “18 please”

The ticket officer was very surprised and said, “Wow ! you must have a lot of friends .”

Ah Beng replied, “ No lah. Because here say Under 18 cannot go in mah …”.


再見再見再見再見再見
2010/02/09 21:59 2010/02/09 21:59
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  1. # 123 2010/02/10 00:38 Delete Reply

    swt~

  2. # johnson 2010/02/10 14:13 Delete Reply

    hahaha~!!

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