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  1. 2010/03/14 Crying under the rain (4)
  2. 2010/03/13 I miss you unconsciously
  3. 2010/03/06 SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AIN'T ENOUGH - Patty Smyth (1)
  4. 2010/03/01 没那么简单 (1)

Crying under the rain

Posted 2010/03/14 21:34, 分类: Mac'10
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  1. # johnson 2010/03/15 00:46 Delete Reply

    hmm...i like this...

  2. # tata_mama_888@hotmail.com 2010/03/15 09:40 Delete Reply

    Thank for liking. =)

    Unfortunately, we have no like button here to click. haha

  3. # snakespider 2010/03/15 19:39 Delete Reply

    Y recently ur post so sad de ?

    1. Re: # 橘色的鱼儿 2010/03/16 00:19 Delete

      Hmmm. Coz I've been troubling by some issues.

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I miss you unconsciously

Posted 2010/03/13 12:28, 分类: Mac'10
I had a dream about you last two night. This made me even more confused about my feeling of you. Consciously, I hate you, angry with you. Yet, I might miss you unconsciously.  You were in my  dream. We hugged and kissed like we used to do. It was so real in the dream, as if you were really there with me. Tell me, please. Who am I to you now? I've been trying so hard not to think, or even mention about you. It happened to be so many times, I had this thought of packing your stuff. Everything you gave me in this room makes me suffocated. Perhaps I'm used have your belongings with me because I couldn't imagine how to live with a room without the things that belongs to us. Once again, I dreamed of you. This is the second times in this week. Where am I supposed to look for you? Now, I realized that the connection between you and me is getting lesser. It is so not possible to not having you in my life. Everything I do, I see, I feel, or even I think, it has got something to do with you. I wonder if there is any drugs for me to forget about you, the pain you gave to me. The more I hesitate the feeling, the more I getting hurt. Talking to teddy is not what i really mean to do. When I talk to teddy, i talk as if i were talking to you. You were not here anymore when I need you the most. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! My heart is bleeding, can you feel me? I don't care what they said how irresponsible are you. But please prove that i'm right. Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? I was like a widow. I still remembered the time whereby I was like an insane lady, looking for you everywhere.Do you understand how it feels? I called your mom, your colleagues and even text you brother. I couldn't reach you. I was so worried and fearful. Why you leave me in lots of worries and fears? There are many words I try to hold within myself as I know that it would goes to an end if i do say out. It is so hard to pretend myself to be strong and to smile at everyone while I'm really upset. It is a heartbreaking when people asking me about you. BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHERE ARE YOU. I feel so helpless. You had promised me that you will face those obstacles and difficulties with me, but right now... you are not here. I don't know how many more silly things I will do. Should I pack all your belongings and move on my life without you? My room will looks very empty, just like my heart. Please tell me what to do, anyone! I hate myself for being so vulnerable. I hate myself for letting the feelings out again. I thought we could live a life together, no matter it is happy or miserable. It's about both of us, two of us, isn't it? Please... If there is any drugs that could relieve my pains, I might consider to take it, no matter what and how it would costs. I am no longer certain about your return as I do not know how to face you anymore. I try to think of it before, yet I couldn't. You have no idea how helpless I am. I don't want to call you insanely and you are not picking up the calls or switch off the phone. I don't want to text you and wait for a reply endlessly. I don't to... Don't ask me about my decision as I don't know either. Just let me live my life and keep on resisting the unpleasant feelings.



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SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AIN'T ENOUGH - Patty Smyth

Posted 2010/03/06 21:51, 分类: Mac'10


Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.
2010/03/06 21:51 2010/03/06 21:51
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  1. # 橘色的鱼儿 2010/03/06 21:56 Delete Reply

    Special thanks to Lee, I got to know and fall for this song.



    It's a meaningful song for me. Totally brought out what i felt to someone right now.




    Hmmmm. It gets me really down, way down so far... whenever i listen to this song. The contradiction in my mind was so strong.



    How nice if I could get someone to tell me the right way to move one.

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没那么简单

Posted 2010/03/01 00:33, 分类: Feb'10
爱情这回事儿,往往没有想像中没那么简单。。。


我就是被你遗忘的蒲公英,任风随意地吹动,毫无目的地飘泊着
风儿轻轻地带我走着,静静地。。。
它既没告诉目的地在哪里,也没告诉我何时才能停泊
也许,风也与我一样,迷失了。

漫漫长夜的等待,是你给我无尽的煎熬
一天又一天地过去了,心口的伤痕多得已经不觉得痛了
你让我等,不停地等,永无止尽地等
我想我已经歇斯底里地疯了

没有你的存在,我只能仰赖着你给我的回忆
来度过空白的每一天
没有你的消息,我只能痴痴地寻找你的踪迹
而非想念着的那张脸

当爱掺杂了怒与恨
当希望和失落产生了冲突
我们的路该如何走?
2010/03/01 00:33 2010/03/01 00:33
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  1. # Alex 2010/03/12 05:04 Delete Reply

    夜茫茫的夜晚,独自走在宁静的街道上,毫无目的地游荡着

    冷寒的风带来了寂寞的蒲公英,飞翔着....

    不知它来自何方,也不知它还要漂泊多久..

    也许它是来过去的你,所要给我的想念..和思念



    三年的等待,是你给我的煎熬

    一天不见,如隔三秋..三年不见,我隔了多少的秋?

    爱你的心..已经受了几百年的煎熬

    在这时刻的你,心和我一样吗?



    没了你的爱,我也只能在回忆中,继续爱你

    承诺过,爱你一辈子

    我实行我的承诺..可你的呢?



    别人眼里,我总是嘻嘻哈哈

    没任何烦恼..

    可晚晚因为想念而哭泣的时候

    谁会知晓?

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